Remember the Game Have You Ever?

Ok, well, put up ten fingers. If it applies to you, put a finger down. The last person with the most fingers left....wins.

Have you ever gotten yourself into a situation where you looked around you and were amazed at how you could have possibly screwed up so horribly?

Have you ever tried to do the right thing and give service and be loving only to, not only get nothing in return but, realize that it didn't matter that you even tried, that it would have actually turned out better for you if you HADN'T tried?!

Have you ever been called on the phone with the worst news ever because the person on the other end didn't have the guts to say it to your face?

Have you ever been hurt when you realized that nothing that you say or do can change anything?

Have you ever protected someone's reputation when they didn't deserve it?

Have you ever wished you could rewind so you could make just one choice in the opposite direction?

Have you ever woken up and, when reality set back in, started sobbing?

Have you ever needed to talk to someone but no one was answering?

Have you ever had to pull to the side of the road because you were crying so hard you couldn't concentrate?

Have you ever had a hard time finding a good reason to get out of bed?

Have you ever wished for a happily ever after a million times and then stopped believing in them after the millionth wish?

Have you ever written a ridiculously depressing post on your blog because you need to get it out somehow?

I have.

As I've written this stupid post, I think about the few people who will actually read it most certainly have felt these feelings. I don't want to talk about mine, but if you want to tell me your story, give me a call or write me an email. I honestly don't know what my future holds at this point.

PS Please don't ask me to take this post down. It's how I feel. If you don't like it....don't read it.